pre nyc

right now i find myself in a place where the only thing that could fit into my head would have to be my imagination, my optimism, and just my youth. i feel like i really need and deserve this trip to new york. i'm writing really shitty right now, and it half bothers me only because of the grammar and shittyness of it all. anywhoooo no time for editing any texts, anthony is staying over and he's playing wii with alexa, they are having all this fun because they are ready. well alexa is so anthony is jusss chillin. i worked so hard this summer, and i really did my best. today was my last day at my job and i was very proud to have taught all these children something they could enjoy the rest of their lives. i really am gonna miss them. i'm also glad and stoked that i got some encouragement at my job. all i hear at home is how far from being an ideal daughter i am, well or so it seems. i admit that the bad things that are said here and there are easier to remember and rather harder to forget. im stoked that my boss told me how much of a role model employee i was. wow i feel like such a corn head now. lawl. anywho, IT FEELS SO GOOD TO HAVE DONE A JOB WELL DONE AND PUT ALL YOUR HEART INTO IT WITH THE REWARD OF BEING ACKNOWLEDGED OF DOING SO.