it's shower,

shower upon the faces of those whose lives are terrorized with criticism.. and contradicting they're own descriptive minds. fitting are their superficialness and once it becomes accepted the natural behaviors begin to become a script.

whale

I find myself in a place in my life where everything is good, well, and great. The sounds, the sights, the smells, and the feelings are overwhelming. I want to celebrate life to its fullest extent, enjoy the minutes, the seconds and the days; realize and be conscious of every action and do it as best as possible, and enjoy it in the same manner. I feel like everything has reached its delicate balance.

>:|

i have to say that i absolutely dislike when something thats so little in substance gets to me.

Leonard Sita

Lets go somewhere
Where you and I could be the only ones there, where time won't pass, it
won't run out.
And we will fill each others' heart with all we ever needed to survive.
Everything will be good, and even when it storms we'll celebrate.
Because we know the joy we hold inside will make the shining sun come
out again.
<3 Sandra

yoshimi battles the pink robots pt1&pt2

hmm, im so happy with everything. i feel like having leo makes it so that i don't worry about a thing. i feel soo complete with him by my side. i like him a lot he is such a cutie, and a smart boy. i mean man. while my family may or may not fall apart, i am just trying to concentrate in my happyness, and take everything one thing at a time. making an effort in everything, and doing my best. managing my time wisely, and making it all work out. it has actually seemed like it works so well. i feel secure and safe with leo, and i think thats whats keeping me so calm. he brings me a sort of inner peace.
i've got a whole lot of things going on which would normally upset me or be too much to handle, i could count almost an endless list of new responsabilities that i have been blessed with. so many that i just am so surprised to be able to take it all so well. i know that once swim starts every little bit of time i have left now will be used for swimming and resting. at the same time thats what i want. its my last year and i want to do well, i want to improve, and God is giving me that chance.
life isn't something we get many chances or many choices; well we do, but we have to make the right choice and decision the first time. so like i've already mentioned, i'm willing to do something for myself and for my own benefit. i have so many areas in which i could become more rich in. right now i'm not stressing about anything. it feels really great.

i love feeling this way. invincible.

i am the walrus

As of last night at around this same time, I said yes to Leo.
I also said yes to smiling every day from the minute I open my eyes in the morning, until the second that they shut away all the light and stay that way to allow for some rest. To a night which will be every night, in which my mind will create the most pleasant dreams involving him. I feel great, and I bet what I'm about to say is said more than it's true, but I mean it when I say that he is different from other males I've gone out with. He is so intriguing.

I don't want to be part of a broken family. I want to trust, and smile,
like I did before.

<3 Sandra