lets not talk about wheather or not i deserve something or a certain someone, nor about the opposite which would be wheather ( im probably using the incorrect word) they deserve me.

Lets talk (and i dont mean "lets" since its just me here talking to an invisible wall. how bad is that? dang) about what i think i deserve and what i need.

I want a boy who will do just about anything for me, but at the same time, someone who has their own ideas and points of view on things and lets me know about them, just as much as he'll ask for my opinion on things and listen. Someone who will show me how much i mean to them, and someone who just as i do pays attention to detail.
I'd just like someone who will undoubtedly say something goofy and make it sound serious, someone who will make me laugh and do spontaneous things with me or for me. im not asking for someone whose world ill become. because i still want them to keep their lives as they used to be before we wound up together. i want someone who is my best friend, and at the same time my sweet heart. Id like to meet someone who will wake up by my side and just be glad to be there, without any need to do a thing or say a thing. just joyful and smiling to see me there. Yes "it" will be the best I've ever had, but that doesnt mean thats all the passion we'll have for one another.

I need an understanding, loving, forgiving, funny, spontaneous, caring, opinionated person. Someone who doesn't resort to illegal substances, nor alcohol, or nicotine. A strong man, with the biggest heart there could ever be.