now playing: do the whirlwind pandatronix mix

so right now i feel like no matter how hard you try sometimes to get someone to stay in love with you, and as much as they tell you they are... their actions speak for them. And then in the meantime you see yourself almost about to fall into a...ditch, only its not quite like that.. because at the very bottom of that dreadful ditch resides someone who you know you should much rather be in love with or actually taking your time and spending it with. im in a dilemma, and im possibly, actually.. someone will end up hurt. im sick of being the one to be. sooo i guess now, im in control of the situation and thats just what ill do.. take control of the situation. break a heart. move on. and be as happy as i deserve to be.