hmm, im so happy with everything. i feel like having leo makes it so that i don't worry about a thing. i feel soo complete with him by my side. i like him a lot he is such a cutie, and a smart boy. i mean man. while my family may or may not fall apart, i am just trying to concentrate in my happyness, and take everything one thing at a time. making an effort in everything, and doing my best. managing my time wisely, and making it all work out. it has actually seemed like it works so well. i feel secure and safe with leo, and i think thats whats keeping me so calm. he brings me a sort of inner peace.
i've got a whole lot of things going on which would normally upset me or be too much to handle, i could count almost an endless list of new responsabilities that i have been blessed with. so many that i just am so surprised to be able to take it all so well. i know that once swim starts every little bit of time i have left now will be used for swimming and resting. at the same time thats what i want. its my last year and i want to do well, i want to improve, and God is giving me that chance.
life isn't something we get many chances or many choices; well we do, but we have to make the right choice and decision the first time. so like i've already mentioned, i'm willing to do something for myself and for my own benefit. i have so many areas in which i could become more rich in. right now i'm not stressing about anything. it feels really great.
i love feeling this way. invincible.
Tuesday, August 28
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
