Tuesday, March 31

tell me that you love me

Well, I cannot wait any longer.


I need to see you, feel you, breathe you, touch you, kiss you, smile @ you.
I need to be back in your arms.
Smiling, laughing, dancing, prancing, and loving you.
But before I do any of this, I want to know if you're willing to do this with me.

When I see you again, I will need to hold you and cry with you.
I want to forget many sour things, yes, from the bottom of my heart I truly forgive you.

I want to look forward with you by my side.

Are you ready?

Sunday, March 29

everything is silent

The only sounds I want to hear are those of your voice.
The only sounds I want to dance to are those from your mind.
I just want to be with you, closer each day, joyous and contagious with your laughter. I want to be really close to you physically too. I want to feel the heat of your hand brushing against mine.
I miss you so much, all day I've been trying to leave status updates all over where you might see them. I do this so you know what I'm up to, but I don't think you've payed any mind.. your message says the same thing: "pulsating"
not knowing how you're doing is so difficult to deal with. only because I want to know that you're well and maybe thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about you.
i feel really alone and i need to hear your voice..your comforting thoughts put in speech and sweet sentences. i miss you lots and i don't think this "break" is gonna last.
i can wait till I'm ready, when I am I will let you know.

at 4:50 am

I woke up, I looked at my phone thinking about you, thinking about how much I'd be in your thoughts. Imagining your ride back home, imagining how much music was on your mind. I had 2 messages, one from Allie, one from you. You! I read it right away, I saw your sweet words and it was like I felt you right there with me. I looked @ the time you sent it and I realized I was just going to sleep when you had sent it, I even recall hearing my phone ring my tone for texts-thinking it was Allie replying to me I ignored it. It was you c:

I looked @ my facebook and I saw that two hours after you'd sent that nice text to me, you'd also commented me, and it lets me know just how much you've been thinking about me.
you're sincerely a really sweet man, the man who I love and will care for unconditionally. Thank you for showing me that I still have your heart, that I'm on your mind. You are too on mine.

I love you too, and I've been missing you, my sunshine.