Shit

My feelings are so strong that they impact the "healthy state" of my
body.
I've felt this before, I hate it. I'm not making any sense. I want to
fall, deep into a gentle sea, from the highest cliff. Be swayed by the
waves, be part of this magnificent body that doest feel, or can't get
hurt.
I can't stand myself in this way. I don't know why I'd expect anyone to.
to prove their love is true? I never thought I did, now I'm clear of
what my intentions are. Despicable, scum. I feel worthless, and
undeserving.