Its getting late

Lately the most difficult for me to do is stay organized and being aware of time. I need a routine.
I also feel that I need to keep writing, as though I might forget how out of nowhere or maybe from fearing that there will be a day that I live without noticing.
What I miss the most is my childhood memories, why do they fade?
Is there an explanation to this?
anything?
ugh

Anywhoo, I'm waitin' for my love to call..Yeah it's been a while since I last updated this, but I got more into livejournal. I suppose I get bored of things easily or what not.

So, about him, he is leo, and I didn't read what I wrote about him but I sure saw the picture of us both at the beach.

Right now I'm just starting to type again with my middle right finger and it feels just as strange as it felt when I typed without it after I burnt it.

Scattered thoughts this is all it is, scattered things all over my brain.. I'm goin' to bed.