right now im thinking a lot
i feel good because my homework is to let a lot of emotions pass me by. a lot of emotions settle and marinate and flush them out.
and i feel sad at times too, because i miss you.
it is without a doubt that i have to say that i love you.
i wish i had a little camera by you so i could spy on you and just so that i could see you smiling and enjoying yourself.
i know you're having a great time. i know your day is going well and mine is too.
i'm a little worried about us, but i am SO OVER THE TOP willing to improve in any way to be happier and make you happier.
you are really amazing to me, you are really sweet to me, you are really great in every way. i just want to enjoy your company; have a few laughs with you and smile because you're next to me, holding my hand. i want to show you so much love, show you how much i care about you, i want to show you so much respect and show you by allowing you to be free in anything you like to do, i want to show you respect by acknowledging what you say, and caring about it. i want to be a best friend, and i want to be your sweetheart.
i hope you feel the way i do, that your thoughts and your memory have focus for only one person. that your heart only answers to another heart's beat. i hope that it is me who inspires you or motivates you.
my thoughts and my memory show me only your eyes, your smile, your beautiful self. smiling at me, or making a silly face,or showing me a big smile when you see me. i only know the beautiful you. my memory too only remembers that side of you. my heart only answers to the song of yours, to your own heartbeat.
at this point i feel like i've departed, like i'm far from you, but i am still with you. like a long trip away from home, and yet i'm at home, and i'm glad that i know you are in my life. i am gone away for a bit because i need this time to heal all these wounds i never took care of. this love we have is not a contest. not for me, i just want to enjoy one day at a time by your side. this is not a strive for perfection either, i am happy with imperfection, i just want to learn to enjoy it. you've taught me many things, but i've yet to accept them and learn them and apply them. however, i am trying my best. i love you with my big red fast thumping heart.i feel good because my homework is to let a lot of emotions pass me by. a lot of emotions settle and marinate and flush them out.
and i feel sad at times too, because i miss you.
it is without a doubt that i have to say that i love you.
i wish i had a little camera by you so i could spy on you and just so that i could see you smiling and enjoying yourself.
i know you're having a great time. i know your day is going well and mine is too.
i'm a little worried about us, but i am SO OVER THE TOP willing to improve in any way to be happier and make you happier.
you are really amazing to me, you are really sweet to me, you are really great in every way. i just want to enjoy your company; have a few laughs with you and smile because you're next to me, holding my hand. i want to show you so much love, show you how much i care about you, i want to show you so much respect and show you by allowing you to be free in anything you like to do, i want to show you respect by acknowledging what you say, and caring about it. i want to be a best friend, and i want to be your sweetheart.
i hope you feel the way i do, that your thoughts and your memory have focus for only one person. that your heart only answers to another heart's beat. i hope that it is me who inspires you or motivates you.
my thoughts and my memory show me only your eyes, your smile, your beautiful self. smiling at me, or making a silly face,or showing me a big smile when you see me. i only know the beautiful you. my memory too only remembers that side of you. my heart only answers to the song of yours, to your own heartbeat.
i miss you lovie
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